Kiss Me

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Kiss Me (Cover) | The Fray
Kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon’s sparkling
So kiss Me

Concluded.

I’ve let go of a lot of people in the past year I never thought I would have to. So I guess in saying that I lost Loved ones that once held such a dear spot in my beloved heart. Do I get sad about it at times? Absolutely. Do I sit and put blame on myself for everything at times? Absolutely.

But in retrospect and greater understanding, here’s what I have made definite.
I blame no one. I don’t blame them. I don’t blame myself.
Life has an unfamiliar way of letting us know who’s right to be by our sides when we take strides. In losing people, I have gained myself. My confidence. My heart. My worth. My happiness.

And I’ll be damned if I let anyone, even myself alter that. Written by my most favorite poet Rainer Maria Rilke, “Be gentle with those who stay behind”.

Concluded, I’ve lost so much. But I’ve gained so much more.

It’s tough to get out of bed; I know that myself. You can lie there for an hour and a half without thinking anything, just worrying about what the day holds and knowing that you won’t be able to deal with it.

It’s Kind of a Funny Story  (via wet-violet)